killswitch engage- My curse
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Insecurities
cutting all the ties I have
breaking bonds I once poured my soul over
till the strength lay harnessed in a crystallized cocoon of potential energy
my future
Bright as day
only until the next marvelous sun spot blinded me
Insecurities
(How could you be upset with me
I sold out all
starting with myself)
fall away like the sheets off an angel kept free of dust
ready to spread her wings and fly
Insecurities the reason the truth retreats behind my lips
hiding all I know
curling all my fears of honesty behind my tongue
until the words are so far down
all I am left with curdled words
lies distorted into a mess
Insecurities
ebbing at my mind twisting lies in effort to spare you the weight of the truth
Insecurities
leave me quaking in fear, alone
until I am so far gone I wonder aimlessly looking for the next moment
I am lost catching shards of time
the minutes slip by and the hours slice away
at all that is left of this frail personna
Insecurities in myself and this moment
I am vulnerable as every bit of truth cascades as pleasantly
as crumbling ruins
my life is in ruins
and the final seconds drag out
waiting
screaming
eye opening
breathtaking
till this ghostly soul escapes as ghastly horrors play
repeating every second
every ounce of agony
exposing my flaws one at a time
not to comfort, but just to know
Well here’s something you outta know
I am fallible
Of mortal flesh
Born of sin
I don’t quite know how to swim in
waters of toxicity
Lusting for pureness
but never quite complete
Coveting innocence
but never quite satisfied
This heart hardened by your defamation of my character
how easily you pray upon the poached
Spare me
no moment
just an ounce of mercy
reconcile what’s lost in the seconds
we are together
when your eyes meet mine
when we know how this is to end
one hand on the door
and feeling not quite ready to let go
But here’s something you outta know
I’ve been torn up
and shredded to bits and pieces
this world slowly digging it’s claws in
taking all it can get
but wouldn’t you know all I need is your arms
embrace me with
acceptance
forgiveness
Take me as I am
flawed
broken
a work in progress
Hopeful
faithful
You see I’ve been handing out pieces of me
so this puzzle’s incomplete
Think outside the box
I am all of what I became
and nothing of what I was made to be
So be my artist and paint the world with me
and though this canvas is tattered and torn
dusty and dirty
I am only a question in hiding
a riddle of a thousand thoughts
but you are my artist
sculpt me and tell the world our story
and together we’ll make a masterpiece complete
(Can you be all that I need?)
-J.E
I’ve been thinking
about running away from some of the things I said I would be there for…:|
(Source: jennarichelle, via hellomillyyyyy)
:)
